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Saturday, January 12, 2008

Sat, 12 Jan 2008 12:08:01 GMT

Too much to do and having so little time.

When you're gone, I missed you a lot ! ( I mean , time spent in BSTC ) So many of you started writing things like 'oh i missed so much today , we're having only X school days ... ' . Actually i hate counting down days like that, but we really need to live at this moment.

Carry on till tomorrow, there's no reason to look back ...

Alright, maybe it's time to carry on instead of looking back all the time ...

I hate gals being too nosy and annoying. They (okay, i actually mean "she" ) always laugh at something that seemed nothing to everyone. She is soooo confident. Um ... I can't get on well with her, certainly. Being too noisy would not be a merit, right?

I'm not going to write too much .... Time to go on with my break ! Haha !

Sunday, August 05, 2007

Sun, 05 Aug 2007 15:42:34 GMT

Just tried writing something on my little schedule book. Jotting down feelings , things happened , etc.

Hope I would have time to write down something at least once per two or three days.

Really look forward to having a rest.

Saturday, August 04, 2007

Sat, 04 Aug 2007 17:40:49 GMT

Vincent

Starry, starry night
Paint your palette blue and grey
Look out on a summer's day
With eyes that know the darkness in my soul
Shadows on the hills
Sketch the trees and daffodils
Catch the breeze and the winter chills
In colours on the snowy linen land

Now I understand
What you tried to say to me
And how you suffered for your sanity
And how you tried to set them free
They would not listen
They did not know how
Perhaps they'll listen now

Starry, starry night
Flaming flowers that brightly blaze
Swirling clouds and violet haze
Reflect in Vincent's eyes of china blue
Colours changing hue
Morning fields of amber grain
Weathered faces lined in pain
Are soothed beneath the artists' loving hand

Now I understand
What you tried to say to me
And how you suffered for your sanity
And how you tried to set them free
They would not listen
They did not know how
Perhaps they'll listen now

For they could not love you
But still your love was true
And when no hope was left inside
On that starry, starry night
You took your life as lovers often do
But I could have told you Vincent
This world was never meant for one as beautiful as you

Like the strangers that you've met
The ragged men in ragged clothes
The silver thorn of bloody rose
Lie crushed and broken on the virgin snow

Now I think I know
What you tried to say to me
And how you suffered for your sanity
And how you tried to set them free
They would not listen
They're not listening still
Perhaps they never will...

Friday, August 03, 2007

Fri, 03 Aug 2007 15:02:34 GMT

Currently doing all kinds of revision. Accounts should be a subject that I spend more time on. I know, well I really know.

Actually I was wasting my time on doing stupid homework. There's a lot to do, right? I still have my M&S classwork, PA pastpaper, Econ pastpaper ...

Today is 2nd August, and this is the second day since I started my revision. I am not concentrated enough. I am not working hard enough. I am, still, having not enough time. Aims and dreams are different things. Dreams are aims that you could only make it true in your imagination. Aims, are anything you can do with your own ability, absolutely.

Time flies. There're several months left and I have loads of things to do. I want to experience. I want to know what's the feeling when you put your whole concentration ONLY on your studies. For the past 17 years, I wasn't a good student. Everything seemed easy-going for me. Here I come to S6, and the HKALE. It is one of the most difficult exam to be taken around the world. If I could do it well, I won.

Seeming to be a losing battle, HKALE is still my ever biggest target. I have to do it well. Um, not "Well", maybe OKAY is fine. I wanted very much to enter my best University. Nothing could stop me from the desire of getting into the City University. And, absolutely, studying Psychology would be my first and only choice.

No alternative. No excuse anymore.

Saturday, June 30, 2007

Sat, 30 Jun 2007 16:40:00 GMT

What the hell I was doing ?

I hated myself for being that stupid. I know music is sthg that we can't really meet an agreement among a group.

Well , I regret.

I cared. I know what I was doing , absolutely. And, that's why I felt upset and disappointed.

I lost nothing but self-confidence. That's okay for a person like me. Let it go.

Monday, June 18, 2007

Mon, 18 Jun 2007 16:11:31 GMT

Hurray ! I finished my S6 Final Exams FINALLY !

I was relieved. Thanks God that I didn't really find the M&S paper too difficult.

Well, I truly wanted to have a rest.

Who cares about the results?

Monday, June 11, 2007

Mon, 11 Jun 2007 15:14:33 GMT

I really appreciate those who are full of energy .

I'm not , possibly not, the one who can reach one's dream.

The day before UE Compostion Exam. Actually I hate seeing the results of my works declining. I feel desperate and I just want to forget about that. I know I care.

Keep going and finish this frustrating exam !!!

A-Level is coming, and how about my LS Project?

I remember, Grade 8 Piano Exam is coming too. Gonna work hard and get a pass ! ( hopefully with a merit, I hope so ) I have to, however, put extra efforts on those stupid scales ! So boring ones.

Simplicity.

Wednesday, May 30, 2007

Wed, 30 May 2007 15:06:23 GMT

Yuck, I'm going to fail. I AM SURE.

Economics is interesting, but complicated.

Well I was glad that I got 18/25 in the past LS test. ( Wow ! Mr W.Wong is getting kinder ! ) Fortunately, I remained this good mood for the rest of today.

I missed out all the Econ thing. Shameful me.

If you've put in effort, you must be rewarded. I don't think this rule can be applied into my studies. What the hell.

Okay, gonna back to my dearest Economics. Good luck for me, and for all of you.

Tuesday, May 29, 2007

Tue, 29 May 2007 14:21:44 GMT

The first school day after the long long holiday.

Yup, nothing but lessons and test. I was bored. Well, I should say that is much better than fooling around at home, at least I was having lessons.

BUT, I was VERY VERY VERY sleepy. I have to admit I nearly fell asleep in the UE and MS lesson.

Glad that tmr there won't be any tutorial for MS. The cost is one more test on Friday, oh my godness.

Nevermind nevermind, just because I am not going to do anything for this test.

Nearly time for revision and a rest, hope everyone will be okay.

( TongSum is a good soap opera, I love Lam Fung!!! )

Monday, May 28, 2007

Mon, 28 May 2007 13:58:11 GMT

I must start reading the Roald Dahl series again in a while.

Oops firstly thanks grace for subscribing this xanga.

Well I was totally despaired. I am very sure that I couldn't finish my hw within today !

I hate homework !!!!!

Hey gonna work hard now.